Reclusive Miscreant

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I can’t turn off my nightmares
Try living in a world where your thoughts aren’t your own
Everything shakes and spins in slow motion
I’m pulling my hair out trying to keep it together
No I didn’t do that I why would I say that am I really a danger to myself and others
Why was I born this way why can’t I just be normal
Whose sick game is it to watch me suffer
To watch my eyes dialate like I’m an other
My face is burning up red like hellfire
My emotions run cold with my darkest desires
I get the shakes before I implode
then the voices tell me what they command of me
I’m drowning in depression and negativity
Wishing so much I had a friend to call my own
I forgot all my friends are dead or maybe they’re just all in my head
I barely have a soul left I was abandoned at birth
My own family didn’t claim me so why would anyone else
I’ve never felt so alone in all my life
Maybe i should end it with this knife
My crippling anxiety overcomes my sanity
I can’t get a grip on fiction and reality
I feel the walls creeping and closing in
Maybe this is the end being different is my only sin
This life is just a tragedy this is my last moment now I sit here waiting in terror for my brain to succumb to this disease
This life is just a tragedy this is my last moment now I sit here waiting in terror for my brain to succumb to this disease

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from Split, released March 2, 2020

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