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Prisoner Of Disease
03:32
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My thoughts feels like I’m trapped Inside a cage my mind is pent up full of rage. When I look into the mirror i only see darkness who is this shape glaring back at me from the mist. I hear voices from all directions my blood soaked face only seen in my reflection. My blood soaked face only seen in my reflection.
Time seems to shift into a blur my eyes can see what is yet to occur. Awakening from my comatose state of mind here lies the darkness no longer confined. He is a monster a beast of sorts I watch him as he makes my body contort.
His grim smile protrudes from his very face out of mind now my body feels out of place. This is my fate my own reality the curse on my mortality. awaken to misery
Remind yourself this is not a dream
This darkness is all I know
It’s calm and serene but wait here comes the screams
My visions and terrors haunt my soul
I wish I could pull the trigger and watch my body grow cold
I’m just sick in the head I don’t mean it
I don’t remember why my wrists started bleeding
I’ve tried everything they said would help
Yet I’m still dwindling in my own hell
He is a monster a beast of sorts I watch as him as he makes my body contort
Why must I go on like this why can’t I just cease to exist
My demons manifest infecting my life
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Slaughter Psychosis
03:21
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Welcome to the mind of a psychopath. one who interacts to commence a blood bath. I’m coming for your wife and then your daughter here’s comes the slaughter. Death is just means to an end I welcome it like it’s my best friend. They call me a schizophrenic because I leave crime scenes so clean that they don’t need forensics. I never leave a witness I come and execute my murders relentless.
I don’t know who I’ll be from day to day I listen to the voices that tell me to come and play. I’ve been told I’m an abomination but my only goal is violence through domination. Come with me and I’ll take you on a dark ride it’ll make you wish you had committed suicide. I’ll cleanse this world of all it’s pride by just one act of genocide. I couldn't pray for this to ever end. I wanna feel the blade rest upon your neck. Gut wrenching do I know no remorse? Just the taste of death leaves me begging for blood. Battling skitzo my demons play such an absolute horror. This so called disease manifests oh how I'll enjoy your decay. From the maggots I'll borrow you one last time.
I don’t know who I’ll be from day to day I listen to the voices that tell me to come and play. I’ve been told I’m abomination but my goal is violence through domination. Come with me I’ll take you on a dark ride I’ll make you wish for suicide. I’ll cleanse this world of all it’s pride
Darkness clouding my sense of judgment. Repulsive my thoughts are fucking useless. Urging to consume your flesh. Wake up and feast on your prize
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Reclusive Miscreant
03:17
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I can’t turn off my nightmares
Try living in a world where your thoughts aren’t your own
Everything shakes and spins in slow motion
I’m pulling my hair out trying to keep it together
No I didn’t do that I why would I say that am I really a danger to myself and others
Why was I born this way why can’t I just be normal
Whose sick game is it to watch me suffer
To watch my eyes dialate like I’m an other
My face is burning up red like hellfire
My emotions run cold with my darkest desires
I get the shakes before I implode
then the voices tell me what they command of me
I’m drowning in depression and negativity
Wishing so much I had a friend to call my own
I forgot all my friends are dead or maybe they’re just all in my head
I barely have a soul left I was abandoned at birth
My own family didn’t claim me so why would anyone else
I’ve never felt so alone in all my life
Maybe i should end it with this knife
My crippling anxiety overcomes my sanity
I can’t get a grip on fiction and reality
I feel the walls creeping and closing in
Maybe this is the end being different is my only sin
This life is just a tragedy this is my last moment now I sit here waiting in terror for my brain to succumb to this disease
This life is just a tragedy this is my last moment now I sit here waiting in terror for my brain to succumb to this disease
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Devout To Darkness
03:22
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chaos ensues
Darkness consumes
Madness prevails
Living in hell
I scream in silence weeping in delirium
living in a prison of pain and suffering
These chains hold me shackle my existence
Just bury me alive in a shallow grave
Home is where the heart is but in my case I’m homeless
Scratching and clawing to exit my asylum
Free me of my baggage
Let my inner self be laid to rest
This process consumes all of my being
Distorted thoughts fuel my addiction
I am a prisoner of my demise
Claustrophobic inside my mind
This is hell absolute torture
I call it the cancer of the soul
My hands clinched in a fists as I struggle
To fight off the demons within
I beg I scream I cry
Why won’t this darkness release me
I’m tired of waking with this beast within
One day I’ll finally give in to the madness
I beg I scream I cry
Why won’t this darkness release me
I’m tired of waking with this beast within
One day I’ll Finally give in to the madness within
That’s my point of no return
Eternal darkness and doom overcast my life
It’s just on tragedy after another misfortune
Was I cursed or doomed from my birth
Maybe I was cast out condemned by the world
I bathe in the glory of my emptiness
One could only dream of living this low
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Enter The Void
03:41
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enter my madness enter the void
The place where my visions run with my words
Here is despair here lies my depression
Inside the maze of my brain i get lost inside another time frame
I watch the clock run both hands move in unison the pendulum swings
My windows fog up from my labored breathing
I wake up with cold sweats from all the misery I’ve been dealing
These are my night terrors the skeletons from my closet
I dare not speak of my deeds not now or ever
How could I speak of such atrocities of horror
Why would I ever wish to be a part of society
That locks me up then throws away the key
Why why did it have to be me
why couldn’t I just be left all alone
I am a mimic I’ve learned to fit in all climates
I walk amoungst the living I’ve become one with the dead
The ghosts of my dementia float around me
Even in death my deity’s surround me
When will I ever be freed
Will I ever be freed by this beast
I’m trapped inside my head without an exit
Watching my madness consume me slowly
My eyes roll back looking like I’m possessed
Now this devil inside has awaken
My actions are not my own
No control over my brain or my extremities
My actions are not my own
No control over my brain or my extremities
Only to wake up looking at the aftermath
What have I done whose iron covers me from head to toe
Wait I have to clean up this mess then I have to go
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